tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11787895.post6925606161474899578..comments2023-03-23T03:41:17.489-05:00Comments on Today at Chez Crazy...: Personal Mad LibsYankeeAmandahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03038710604324514484noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11787895.post-66296337955459732202008-08-01T16:43:00.000-05:002008-08-01T16:43:00.000-05:00I'm not as creative as I thought I was. That reali...I'm not as creative as I thought I was. That realization makes me a little scared because who am I if I'm not the creative one, AND I really want to make enough money to free Scott from the constant burden earning by writing something really really great, and I hate to think how we will survive financially if I'm not talented enough to make it. And if I tell you how I feel, you'll probably think I'm egocentric.<BR/><BR/>You say I should just work harder, be more diligent, persevere, but when I try I'm usually drug down by the disappointing lack of inspiration and what that says about me or my relationship with God or I see that what I come up with just isn't as good as so-and-sos. When that happens, it's easier if I don't try. ("Don't try you can't fail" used to be my motto, but I won't let that sentiment fool me anymore!) <BR/><BR/>Sometimes, I like being free from the expectation that I have any useful talent at all, but only as long as I continue to pray to God that He will be my inspiration and that my hope will be in Him alone.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11787895.post-83772279063590767002008-07-29T08:48:00.000-05:002008-07-29T08:48:00.000-05:00I have had one of those months!Hang in there, frie...I have had one of those months!<BR/><BR/>Hang in there, friend! <BR/><BR/>*hugs*Jemmershttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13371175425136971421noreply@blogger.com